aku TERHIRIS

hiiii..assalamualaikum.ape kabar u allz..haha..okeh..aku mengong!!so wat??hailaaa..xde r..aku nk opp9 la ari ni..hoh??awal lagi??yupp..memang..pelik ke??xde la..hoh knp??errrr..sebab aku punye laptop dah panas..errr..aku nak sejukkan die dengan air..tapi kan..kaw pnh dengar tak teori yang mengatekan bahawe @#$%^ #$$^^ #$#%%   %#%%^^...kaw pnh dengar??heh??kaw x paham??kaw giler kan??aku paham jep..cetttt

teringat-KENANGAN DI HOSPITAL-

HOH..aku teringat kenangan kt spital..humm..wpon mase tuh saket..tu ttp kenangn yang indah..hummm??indah sbb ape??

sbb die dtg mlwat aku..sbb die ade ngan aku..sbb pas tuh die express feeling die kt aku scre trus terang..hohhh...owhh..aku emo yep..hurmm..kowg yg g mlwat aku kt spital tuhhh...kowg igt x macik yg due orang 2..humm..mak cik yg katil belah kiri aku..smnggu lepas aku kuo hospital ank die mcg aku ckp mak die dh xde..aku x taw nk bls pe..aku pon terkejut..aku pnh suap mkn kt mak cik tuh..die snyum jep..hum..


n igt x macik belah kanan aku..yg sorang2 tuh..ank die jarang je nk melawat..sian kt die..aku pon xtaw la cmne condition mak cik tuh..

igt x macik dpn belah knn aku??mak cik tuh sonok jep..ade ank die..rmai2..aku hepi untuk mak cik tuh..


humm..nk ltk gmbr kt spital..tp nnt la aku ltk..mls lak nk upload*sgt2 mls




ha??upload gmbr die??hoooooo..xpyh la weiii...seme orang knl die..xpnting pong..even smpai skunk aku smpan gmbr kt spital tuh..haha..*tgk gmbr tuh buat aku ase nk hentak pale kat bantal

it is morning

eh..morning guys!!wat are u doing??r u doing gud??is there anything that i can help u??owhhhh..people always says dat dis time is the best time to study...for about 10 years as a student..i never woke up and study at this time..it is hard to sleep n  then get up from my bed at this time..


i try to do it.but it is so not rite..SLEEPY..yup..dats wat i felt..haha..but then now..as i still in my holidays as for my result will only be given on march sumthing, i can easily woke up at this time to just log in to my facebook..wth rite??haha..i cant even sleep now..hoh??wat a great suprise rite??now..i just hoping i will keep this attitude when i have to struggle 4 my exam or wateva which is related to the study..haha..i wanna change laaa..


im almost 18.it is time for me to grow up..looking for my future...giving a comittment to mylife..look for the rite future n bring the past to my future as a lesson 4 me.yup!!i wanna make my mind..i wanna be a grown up person..matured..confident..


yup..i dunno why..but i wanna change..n since i have made up my mind..i felt like going to sleep..owhhh..i have to sleep...i can see million of star dancing on my head..hoho..

dunno why i choose to write in english..even my grammar seem to go everywhere..

hoh..aku rindu die!!

ai nie aku nk ckp psl seseorang..cptnye berubah sebb cinta..cptnye die berubah sbb nafsu..hohoiiii...


die yg aku knl..

kalu aku lmbt solat kompem die suh g cpt..

die yg slalu kol aku sblom aku tido n bcekn ayt qursi n doa tido utk aku

die yg sedie ade utk aku

die yg mnje tp msih mnjge batasan kami..


tp die berubah..

die sgt2 berubah..

die jd pemarah..

die jd ske memkse..

die xlagi kol aku utk mngalunkn surah2 spye aku cpt tido

die  kol just utk mrh2..

die kol just utk berckp perkare yg xperlu..

die dulunye xpnh mngungkit..

kini mngungkit mnyatakn seme yg die dh bg kt aku..

die yg berdendam ..


aku rndu kaw yg dulu..pesal kaw jd g2??kaw giler ke hape??SUMPAH aku dh xknl kaw..aku xtaw la pesal kaw jd g2...aku cdey..bkn nie yg aku nk dr PERSAHABATAN kite okeh..

beruk MATI!!babi langgar lari

hoho..haha..huhu..oke.aku gler dh nie..hummm..aku emo..aku nk majok..aku mnje..

damn!! wat happen to me..cam sial je ase nieeeeeee...

mood SWING

hoho..it is almost 3 a.m in the morning..hailaaaaaaa..

ade kelas bi yep..kne pegi..tp tido lewat gak..cam xon9 setahun..haha..aku on9 bce novel okehh..hailaaaaaa..bkn bwt bnde bkn2 pon..kn3??


ha??np aku rajin update blog??hummmmmmmm...dunno la honey...mybe aku bosan kot??mybe laaa..kn??kn??kn??haha..


okeh..nmpk x kebosanan aku yg mlmpau??nmpk x?


aku bosan...nk tidooooo..daaaaa..assalamualaikum

kenape bile ank buat silap MAK BAPAK yg disalahkn??

hummm..okeh..aku xpuas hati dgn msyarakat skunk nie..sbb pe??


sbb ape2 mst slhkn mak bapak..

"2 la die..mak bapak x ajor"

aku cukop pntang ble dgr owg ckp gni..aku ase nk tgn2kn jep owg yg mulut cam buntot nie..amboiiiiiii!!sedap2 je..

dh kalu pangai ank tuh yg cam sial nk bwt cmne!!kalu dh dr kecik die didik.ngn didikn agame..n seme2..tp dh ank die terpengaruh ngn kwn2 die yg terlebih bek kaw nk ckp ape??

tolongla jgn jadi bodoh sgt!!nk salahkan owg kn??kaw igt ank kaw bgs sgt la??heloooooooooooooooo...sdgkn dak skolah agme pong bwt mksiat..igt tuh..kite ni xterlepas dr bwt silap..

dah bodak 2 dpt didikan dr kecik!!cume ble beso die x gheti pkir!!kaw cbuk nk salah2 kn owg plak..kaw spe??!!kaw ade bukti ke mak bapak die x ajo??hahhh..kaw igt die 2 ade remote kontrol..parent die leh ajo2??helooooooooooooooooo..pkir dulu sebelom ckp!!


budak tuh dh pilih hidop die g2!!kalu dh base budak 2 babeee..xnk dgr!!nk wat cmne!!erghhhh..kaw jgn igt kaw ngate ank owg tuh ank kaw xbwt..pkir la wehhhhhhhhh...

hailaaaaa...ni la manusia..aku berckp secare umom oke..np aku leh terpikir psl nie??ntah la..aku mnci je dgr ble owg slhkn mak bapak..mak bapak die ajr jep..die tuh bodoh!!laknat!! xnk dgor ckp mak bapak..xnk praktikkn ape yg mak bapak die ajo..udohnye parent lak yg disalahkn..cam #$%%

jom masak gulai beruk !!

 owhh..oke..aku hepi ckit ai nie..xemo sgt dh..errrrrrrrrr..knp??la..bio la aku epi ckit..xkn nk nanges kot..ceetttttttt.kaw ske aku nanges ke hape??damn you !!





*oke aku dh emo smule..yeahhhhh



oke...sjk bbrpe ai yg lalu..aku tlah berkomen2(jgn ikot tatabhse gni)dgn abg senior..mybe la..senior kot...huh??knp kot??waaaaaaaaahh..aku xknl lorhh..ngeeeeee...

inche yang dipertua anasir jht!!

sile click nme di ats laju2 okeh..

ye..die la yg mnyedari bakat terpendam aku utk mngaurt..gler ngarut sgt2..mmg xdpt dinafikan agi..






oke!!fine!!aku bowink..so aku melalut..aku nk ajr kowg msk benonye..tp gmbr xdi butotkn agi ke lappy..so mmg xde la nk wat n3 masak2 agi..

xpe2..nnt aku butotkn oke..hahah..aku mls..ye..mmg pon!!sebok kn kaw??sbb kaw pon mls sbb 2 kaw taw aku mls kn??cehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
 

sebab SAYA seorang gadis...

Dodeche ar suga obso namjadurui maum
wonhar ten onjego da juni ije tonande
ironjog choumirago nonun thugbyorhadanun
gu marur midosso negen hengbogiosso

marur haji guresso nega shirhojyoda go
nunchiga obnun nan nur bochegiman hesso
norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika

modungor swibge da jumyon gumbang shirhjungnenunge
namjara durosso thollin mar gathjin anha
dashinun sogji anhuri maum mogo bojiman
todashi sarange munojinunge yoja ya

marur haji guresso nega shirhojyodago
nunchiga obnun nan nur boche giman hesso
norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika

narration] Onur urin heojyosso budi hengbogharago
noboda johun sarammannagir barandago
nodo darun namjarang togathe nar saranghanda go marhanten onjego
sorjighi na nega jar doenungo shirho
naboda yepun yoja manna hengboghage jar sarmyon otohge
guroda nar jongmar ijoborimyon otohge
nan irohge himdunde himduro juggenunde
ajigdo nor nomu saranghanunde

sarangur wihesoramyon modun da har su inun
yojaui chaghan bonnungur iyong hajinun marajwo
hanyojaro theona sarangbadgo sanunge
irohge himdurgo oryourjur mollasso


haaa..mst kowg ckp pe lak yg dhiqa naim nie rapu nie kn??bhse tah ape2..haihshhh..ni bhase korea oke..kowg bkk blog aku kn?? then kowg dgr lagu syahdu 2 kn??wpon blog aku xtulis psl syahdu2 seme 2...tp lagu 2 ttp mnggmbrkn aku..oke..cme len ckit je cite die..


ha??pe??kowg x phm bhse korea??nk aku translate??siyes??
oke...oke..aku bg translate yg bi pnye..oke??knp x translate bm??huhhhh..kowg kn terer bi..phm kn??bwt pe la nk ssh2 translate dlm bm..oke??haha

I just cant understand the hearts of men
they tell you they want you and then they leave you
this is the first time, you're special
I believed those words and I was so happy

+ oke..btol..bnde nie jd kt aku..dia ckp kite spesel..kite je yg die ade..tp last2 kite dpt taw die tipu kite..humm...nk wat cmne kn??+

you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I'll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything

+yg nie mmg bwt aku mrh..kalu xske kn ckp je la xske..nie x nk tggu kite btol2 dh syg kt die..bru nk ckp..mcm ape je kn??bkn aku xtnye..tp die nk nafikan..nmpk ngat die just nk men2 kn??+


i heard that if you give up things too easily
to a man, he will get bored with you
i don't think this is wrong
a girl says that she will never be fooled again
but she will fall in love again

+yupp..nie pon btol..mse kite xnk beriye2 die kejor kite..smpai xckop tanah la nk lari kn..kalu kite leh terbang nk je kite terbang..tp xleh..kn??then bile kite dh stop lari..kite dh bg seme..jiwe rage kononnye..perghhhh..die lak yg lari..xke sial jep??+

you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I'll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything
(yg nie repeat k)


[narration]
Hey babe
the pain
it's not enough to describe how i feel
we were so happy together
but I know now
I've been blind
you told me that you'd never let me down
whenever I needed you you'd always be here
I can forgive but I cant forget
even though you hurt me
I still love you
I still love you
+oke nie yg pmpuan 2 ckp 2..alala..kn ade lagu yg pmpuan 2 ckp2 2..haishhhhh..oke..bwt awk yg x mngkin bce kn..awk jnji mcm2..awk biar sy hanyut ngn jnji awk yg bkn2 2 kn??awk biar sy hanyut dlm kononnye syg awk..tp awk tipoo sy??n seme dh terlmbat ble sy taw...smpai skunk saket 2 still terase oke..sy leh ckp sy maafkn..spe la sy utk x maafkn awk...even ade rse mcm "ahhh..bwt pe aku nk maafkn die..bio die mati dengn rse besaloh..bio die crik aku kt pdg masyar.." 2 yg sy pkir ye awk..tp sy xsggop..sbb sy syg awk..kalu sy syg knp sy bio awk ngn khidupan awk kn??tp sy nie xde la bek ngat..kdg2 mmg terdetik seme bnde jht psl awk..tp nk wat guane kn??sy bleh maafkn ..tp sy xkn lpe ape yg awk bwt..awk bio sy lemas..n bwt sy mcm sy nie mainan..or brg..ble awk perlukn sy sgt2 bru awk gne..kalu x awk just letak sy dlm kotak..nmpk ngat awk just aggp sy as pengganti..kalu yg len xde utk awk..sy ttp ade kn??btol x..+

don't take advantage of a girl's willingness to do anything for love
and her caring instinct
i didn't know that to be born as a girl and to be loved was so hard
although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything
although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything

Narration (Guy, only in the music video)
There's someone I'm in love with...
Although I can't be with her now...
I'm still in love with her...

+abaikan yg narration yg guys 2 sbb awk x kn bwt kt sy !!+


oke..aku emo skunk nie...damn !!! erghhh...aku mmg emo skunk..

kenapa kalu KISS kne ttp mate??

ngeeee..plik x tajok n3 aku?? plik x??ceh..np x plik lak??ngeeeeee..kaw pnh kiss??ngeeeeeee..ye dok??haishhhh....knp kiss kne tutop mate??kalu bkk ape jd??pe yg bwtkn aku tibe2 ckp psl mnde nie??sbb aku teringat skolah..hahah

eh pe kaitan skolah ngn kiss?????haaaaaaaaaaaaaa..sbb ade 1 perbualan xsihat IJO ngn BURHAN*bwt tulisan merah sbb dieowg dangerous.....hahah..heh..xsenonh kn dieowg..xde kije ckp psl kiss nie kn..MEMANG !! sgt gler ye ble borak2 dgn mereke....erghhhh..bhye tol mereka nie..virus2..

so soalannye..knp kiss kne tutop mate??ngehhh..kaw pnh tgk owg kiss???alalla..dlm cite omputih at least mst skali scene kiss..at least...n kowg akn tgk dieowg ttop mate..knp kne tutop mate??pe jd kalu x tutp mate??kiss 2 ase longkang ke kalu x tutop mate??erghhhh..sgt pelik !!knp xtutop mulut??tutop idong??knp kne tutop mate??

mnde nie jd persoalan yg jitu dlm aple otak aku yg tgh berkarat nie...knp ??knp??n knp??plik sialllll

wei !! cpt..cpt !!

click sini sekarang !!

errrrrr...kaw click x??kaw bce x??malu x??errrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhh !!