hello

Assalamualaikum kau. !

*tiup tiup sawang* 

uishhh. Dah lame betul aku tak jenguk belog merapu ni. berdebar pulak rasenya.

hai kau. ye kau. Kau yang tengah muncung mulut tu pon same. Kau yang buat muke menyampah tu pon aku nak hai jugak . hai hai dan haiii ...~~~~

aku rindu nak menulis. rindu nak merapu .

kau dan kau dan kau rindu aku tak ?

it feels real to be here again . to able to write here again. * yes .abaikan broken english aku*

aku rase emotional. Sumpah. sebab blog ni macam baby aku .  aku rasa macam lame sangat dah aku tinggalkan baby aku nie . *abaikan jugak mood swing aku*

by the way , aku tengok comment box aku dan ramai pulak panggil aku ahkak ! oemmmgeeeeee ..!!!
tua sangat ke muke aku kat profile pic tu ? Seriously ? Fine! Tapayah jawab! Somehow aku taw jawapan kau akan membuatkan hatiku terguris, bernanah , berdarah. * abaikan jugak drama aku*

so. let's stop here .

p/s: aku rindu kau. ye kau. aku rindu. take care kawan.

What is Love ?

Assalamualaikum dear readers . it's been a long time since my last update right ? I miss this blog but i dont have anything to write . But today . Let's talk about love . *play Seungri-Let's talk About Love*

Love can be pain but it can be sweet at the same time . What is love ? Love is what makes you smile when you're tired. Love is what can make you smile when you're crying.

People usually will ask adults , "what love means to you " and they will said how love is something you feel towards someone that you can't even describe it. But asking the same things to children really do open my eyes .

Rebecca, 8 years old girl , answer is "when my grandmother get arthritis,she couldn't bend over to paint her toenails anymore. So , my grandfather does it for her all the times,even when his hand got arthritis too. That's love." You can say that children are a good observant. They look at others and make a logic by themselves .

Danny, 7 years old boy gives a good answer saying " Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and takes a sip before giving it to him , to make sure it taste okay."His answer are so pure , her mom must be so proud of him. No, I'm not even trying to make love seem so easy , but then , the way you shows it to other especially children are simple . Just do it in simple way , they will know how people show their love towards each other.

If you ask adults, "Are they way people taste someone coffee before giving to them called love" they will answer no. Yes they will answer no . Because tasting it first beforehand can't define someone love . She maybe taste it so the taste will not makes the one who drinks get mad or anything. See the different?

From all the answer given , I love how matured this girl , Jessica , 8 years old kids , answer the question."You really shouldn't say i love you unless you mean it.But if you mean it, you really should say it a lot. Because people forget."

Thins answer of 8 years old kids somehow brought a deep feeling in my heart. How about you ? She telling you the truth . People tend to forget. So, we should remind them a lot . But some people say , we should not just depends on what people said because sometimes that i love you words just a words without meaning.

But what ironic is , when people really means it , they tend to only show their love using their body language not their words. And adults, because they keep thinking out of the box , they can't see that simple body language and need words to confirm it .

That how love works . If you think simple gesture is their way of showing you love, you will get misunderstanding. But if you think otherwise, you will not get the simple gesture at all . So , I'm asking again, what is love to you ?

Need time

Assalamualaikum kau .

Lame kan aku tak menulis . Bile nak exam selalunya baru rajin update blog . Hampeh . Then mule la result teruk macam lansung tak belajar ape .

Ha . Membebel pulak dah aku . Internet ade je . Kat rumah . Kat BMI . Ade je . Cume malas nak menaip . Need time sebab kecewa dengan perangai diri sendiri . Bagi masa banyak mane pon tak berubah-ubah . Still buat bende yang same .

Macam mane nak motivasi diri sendiri ye ? Masalah dengan diri aku ialah komitmen . Aku tak mampu beri komitmen even aku nak sangat bende tuh . Contoh . Aku nak kurus . But then kalau tak ade komitmen tak guna kan ? Betul atau tak ? Aku perlukan sesuatu yang dipanggil komitmen . Tak guna kalau cakap nak kurus tapi usaha separuh jalan .

Ye ! Buat kerja separuh jalan adalah 1 lagi masalah aku . Damn it ! Tak reti-reti nak siapkan kerja . Omaiiiiii ... Buat kerja separuh then tengok runnning man . Buat kerja separuh then bace novel online . Buat lagi . Sibuk nak main game pulak . Nampak tak masalah aku ?

I need a solution . I want to be success .. I want to be fit and healthy . Iwant to be everything human wants . But then tak ada effort yang berterusan . Macam mane ?

Sad . Eh . Faham tak aku tengah sedih . Kecewa dengan diri sendiri . I need some time to motivate myself .
I want to be a person who can give a full time commitment . Please let me know how . I really need it .



p/s: Satu-satunye komitmen yang boleh bagi ialah pada ibu bapa dan inche angry bird . Need more .